Aneh ya kalo isi blog akhir-akhir ini isinya sedih semua? hahaha. Tapi emang situasinya lagi begini :(

errgh I noticed that I have a new - and bad- habit recently. I always forget to have lunch and that makes me lookes like a sacks of bone :( (my weight is 45 kg people hukks so saad ;_; ).

I thought the reason why but still, i don't know... I forget to lunch... I wake up till midnight... and wasting time - doing  internet surfing- .. bad habit.

And then suddenly I asked to myself  "what's your determination in life? How can you get there? Which way you will choose?" I have so many answers but there is no action until now. Bad.

Dan ga cuma itu doang, aku ngerasa akhir-akhir ini kepekaan sosialku berkurang... padahal mimpiku berkaitan dengan kebahagiaan banyak orang. Bad.

Banyak orang yg bekerja keras di dekatku dan aku cuma disini, diem. Kenapa? Kenapa? aku juga ga tau. Bad.

I have no brothers, no sisters... and sometimes this fact make me feel so lonely. ha ha. I miss my big family in west nusa tenggara, but I can't go there and stay until I catch my dream. This is my promise.

But.. I'm sure that someday i will find the reason and everything will be fine. Amin.